Sunday, August 15, 2010

murmur after dreaming

a morning
a morning (deja vu); from "loin mais près"
I have been uploading photos from "loin mais près", my 2nd photo exhibition I held last month. It's still on the way, but you can check the photos clicking here:) Thanks.
Had weird dreams and couldn't awake from it soon. I forgot what had happened in the dreams clearly; I just remember the impression of kind of fear. I have often seen fearful dreams; in which I am running away from someone or something, closing the door and trying to lock it, but having difficulty and that some person opening the door. That's it.  Other time a plane is flying low, and I expect it to be falling. Then it bursts and starts to fall burning. etc. etc.
But today's dream was not such. Something more verbal, something someone is saying  hurts and frightens me, I guess. I don't remember any details.
The photo has nothing to do with the dreams nor the writing in this post. I just want to soothe myself and choose this photo, perhaps.
I've been very very sleepy for these 3 days. I was dying to sleep at 9 yesterday and fell asleep. Still I'm sleepy now in the morning. Well, I'm free today; my brothers went back to their home. (we had a family reunion because of it's "the oBon".) I hung the futons and sheets outside in the sun. I finished doing the dishes. Now I can go to sleep in this hot but breezy room. Yes, wind is flowing in softly through the open window.
So see you later. Have a nice Sunday:)

8 comments:

  1. 写真展の作品がやっぱりどーしても見たくて、昨日からbits&bitsチェックしたり...猫ズやお祭りがアットホームでいいの〜♪...したら、ちょびっと写真展風景が見られました。
    7月の個展会場は、自然な風景とのバランスが心地好いほどのスタイリッシュな感じで、素敵なのね!!!あかちんの作品、とても映えててぴったり!!!
    で、clicking hereってどこなの?起きたらおせーて。わからんちんでごめんな〜。

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  2. おはよーん。(バッチリ目が覚めた♪)
    ごめん、リンク貼り忘れてたわ!これでもう大丈夫〜。お手数かけちゃった。まだもうちょっとアップする予定。時々見てやっておくんなし^^
    そうそう、bits & bitsはデジフォト置き場にしてる。見てくれてありがとうねー。
    お祭り、ホンちゃんの阿波踊りは行ってないなぁ。今日が最終日やけど・・・ま、来年でいいか。>m<

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  3. この写真めちゃめちゃ好き!!!
    トイカメ展もまだいけてないけど、
    近々行ってくるねー!!
    お盆ゆっくりできてるー?
    弟さん達の帰省で、にぎやかなんかな?

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  4. ha, this pic reminds me my favorite place....yes, Central Paaaaaaaaaarrrrrk! I've been visiting there almost every single day. Love to be with trees...but I have a little concern though. They need tons of WATER!! We had lots of rain during the spring time, but not this summer. I've seen many trees are drying...boo! I don't get it...cuz there's so much humidity in the air and no rain?!?! Weird.

    Anyways...Honestly, I haven't seen any dreams lately. I mean for a looooooooooooooooooong time.. :0 Your dreams are wild, miss. Do you care for a horror movie? Maybe, you just need to feel relaxed. I heard " Eat Pray Love " is a great movie to watch. I'm gonna see it with my friends this coming Wednesday. It'll help you to dream about a heaven?

    Take it easy, and have another yummy azuki bar...!

    ja ne,

    Hanabanana

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  5. @あずき
    ありがとう〜〜。こういう落ち着けそうな場所がすぐ近所にあったらいいのにな、ってずっと思ってる。
    引っ越せばいいのか!ってそんなガッツと資金はない・・・><;
    トイカメ展、今週いっぱいやねぇ。行ってくれるのねーありがとう♪
    (ホンマ、わざわざ見に行ってくれる人たちがいるなんて嬉しいことだ・・・!!)
    お盆はふだん通りのような違うような。帰って来る前はバタバタで、みんなそろったらにぎやかで、でもそんなにスタンスは変わらんかったり^^;(実家にいる側しかも一番上、って気楽でええわい。笑)
    もう平日なんよね・・・ちょっと陰った強さの夏の残り日が少し寂しい。

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  6. @hanameow
    Yes, I imagined Central Park would be like this, though it would be even a lot larger.
    I envy you have your favorite park within daily-visitable distance!! I love little forest so I really need a park like this in the neighborhood. Oh, in Kyoto you have lovely park too...
    Ah, it is concerning that there is little rain in your place. I believe nature adapt itself to the change of weather little by little... I hope the trees in CP will make most of the humidity.

    I think I dream every night but I completely forget it. I even don't remember seeing some dream. But when I awake at just the right time, I remember what I dreamed in my sleep.
    Well, as you say I may feel a little pressure, but it's not something bad, I guess. And I hear dream release yourself, your fear or worries, so I'm OK in my waking time:)) Thanks a lot!
    Oh, I'll check the film. Sounds lovely!!

    Enjoy your day with azuki bar and those cheep sweets at the pink truck:D

    xoxoxo

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  7.  怖い夢をみた後の目覚めは、体までこわばっていて
    寝る前よりも凝ってたりするよね
     この写真、ぽっかり空いた空間のベンチに光がふわっと
    あたっていて、素敵。フリッカーのインターフェイスでみるよりあかねちゃんの言葉と一緒に見るほうが、あかねちゃんの写真ってより気持ちにはいってくるんだなぁ。

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  8. みうちゃんおはよう。
    そう、ホンマに!
    怖い夢の時って寝返りうつのも出来んのかな。右側を下にしたまま目覚めを迎えることが多くて、右腕がカチコチに固まって動きづらかったり、しびれて感覚がなかったりする!
    それに前より血の巡りが悪くなってんやろなぁ私・・・悲しいけど(v_v;)
    この写真撮る時、誰も座ってないベンチだったけど、なんか温かい存在感を感じたんよ〜。光のマジックやねきっと^^

    フリッカはフリッカーで便利だけど、こっちの方が自分の場所、って感じでくつろいで写真と向き合えるし、言葉とも関われるから落ち着くからかな〜。ありがとう。

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